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[	Current Music	|	100 years - five for fighting	]

people say two heads are better than one
i say three retards working together is still the BEST!
i was discussing with wayner about our wrtoral project
both of o\us squeeze our brains dry and still no good ideas!
then i don't know why but i ask for the bloody jx help.haha
so three of us were conferencing hoping to create a good idea for the project
but in the end three of us start talking cock!
jx - idea was to create an anti - gravity underwear so then humans can fly like superman ( wtf right? haha)
wayners - idea was to create a motion sensing computer as in the computer would auto
on if there's people around (definitely not useful!!!)
my idea was to create a sex room in public! couples can only use the room using biometrics that is to
check if they're underage. this room is for couples to have sex in public areas without having to 
find staircases or any blind spot to do their magic! hahaha
imagine walking around town and you walk pass this rooms and you can hear their moarning sounds
hahah! damn cool right! tell me my idea is the best!

but in the end we settled with a chicken rice vending machine. this vending machine would be equip  with
devices such as biometrics and solar panel. haha.cool right!.
i bet japan does not have this high tech device we're inventing! haha
and the inspiration for us to create this idea was all from
wayner's lame nickname "chicken rice with no plate please!"
hahaha. okay. i'm going to sleep already. need to meet the guys at 9am
and its already 1.42 am. i don't want to be late cause we made a deal
to strip the person who comes late. don't care guy or girl. hahah
=D

i'm damn pissed off already
i cannot take it anymore
all those fake smiles and laughter is really so obvious to me right now
maybe i'm just paranoid or maybe its true
i really don't know
but the fact that there is an option for it being true showed
that the trust between me and you is not as strong as before
maybe its just me. maybe i' m to blame. maybe not
this is just me being me writing what i'm feeling at this very moment.
and i don't think i'm pissed. i should'nt be pissed
i take back my first sentence. i'm more disspointed than i am pissed off.
dissapointed on how things changed so far
dissapointed in you.
and if you think i'm writing this post about you. think again
you're just paranoid. as paranoid as i am right now.
i keep thinking about what you said.
and if i link it with what that's gonna happen
i realise that you might be lying to me.
i never thought that a lie can be so hurtful till now.
but somehow your lie have helped me. changed me to become a better person. i think.
you made me realise that i've hurt alot of people with my lies.
i've lied to my frens, my family and even to people i don't know
maybe what i'm receiving now is my retribution or maybe its just a blessing in disguise
maybe losing you is the only way i can mend my ways to be a better person
truthfully, i feel like scolding you right now using all the vulgarities that i know
but come to think of it. why should i?
its your choice. your decision.
i just want one thing from you. if you really hate me that much
please stay away from me as far as possible
and trust me, i'll stay away from you
i don't want any backstabbing or whatsoever to happen
let's just end this in a peaceful manner.
it is better that way as none of us will get emotionally hurt
i'm predicting that you would say you won't get hurt
but i would. that i got to admit
let's just end it now. 
the longer we act the deeper the cut will be for me
you go your way and i'll go mine.
and one last thing. thx fr th mmrs

okayokay
i finally decided to blog again!
the reason why i stop blogging cause everytime i'm writing a post
my bloody finger would accidently press the back button and all that i've written
would be gone!
so if you manage to read this post then it means that my finger likes me today
=D


first thing first
i got like 13/20 for my maths test that i got back today
wtf. and the test was on secondary school maths
hahaha. i need to buck up man. after five months of relaxing my brain
my brain is finding it hard to start working again!hahaha
nvm nvm. i shall excel in my semester exams!!!!
oh and today i finally understand matrix!
well at least i think i do
emm lets see....e.g AdjA divide by [A] = inverse matrix
see.i understand my shit
hahaha

oh! and i manage to start walking today
well not exactly walking more like limping
but its a great achievement okay!
and i dun have to use my crutches
but i can't like not use my crutches anymore
i can only like 'walk' for a while cause my leg would start to hurt if
i walk too much. hahaha.
oh happy day
oh happy day!
hahaha.


and you know what
the dragon boat captain just called me just now
he asked if i'm going for training this sat
and i was like yah
hahahah
guess i'll be rowing my ass off this sat!!!!!!!!!

[	Current Mood	|	bored	]
[	Current Music	|	like a boy - ciara	]

haiz
while i'm sitting at home staring at this stupid lappy of mine.
mwen manda eka and mart are at sentosa having fun tanning.
wth. if only i could walk. i mean yah.you know walk without crutches again
i'll be at sentosa digging my toes in the sands.
hahaha.i sound soo fucking emo.
anyways. i'm waiting for mart's call and maybe after sentosa they 
would be heading to pp! i might join them there =D
and that stupid mwen can't go to pp cause she's watching phantom of the opera today.
oh and yah. remind me to study for my emaths test.the test is tomorrow! hahaha
its gonna be MCQ - based questions. 20 questions for like what 45 mins.
hahah.wth.
REMIND ME!!!!

[	Current Mood	|	tired	]
[	Current Music	|	umbrella - rihanna	]

let me tell you something!
poly life is screwed up!
i'm beginning to hate lectures esp ckt ones.
fuck it.and the e maths in poly is like wtf la. I don't understand a crap.
studied matrix today during e maths. don't understand a crap about it.
ahhh! and as per normal i walk out of the e math lecture like 30 mins before it ends!
haha. what? its better than sitting there staring at the ugly old man pretending that
i understand all the crap that is coming out of his mouth right!

and i need to buy ciggs man! i hate not being able to walk with two legs.
even walking to the nearest shop to buy ciggs is tiring for me.wtf la!
and i feel bad taking ciggs from my classmate. a girl somemore!
and you know what?
there's a cheers outlet in tp. and guess what? they don't sell ciggs!
hahah. me and my girl classmate went up to the counter and was like
" viceroy reds one"
and the guy at the counter was like
" emm. we don't sell ciggs here"
hahah. pathethic indeed!
haiz
martin! if you're reading this. buy me a pack of vice reds on wednesday! i pay you at school!
=D

okay its time for some pics i took in school today
okay fine. thers only two pics.
tata bitches
=D

retarded jamin at the back trying to get in the pic


need i explain how boring e maths is?